2010年10月23日土曜日

青空に思う。


花粉症と風邪のような症状でぼんやりしております。
目もかゆいし。
体も痛いし。
例によって、やる気も「まだ」出ない。

仕事をしてると規則正しい生活をしますが
なくした途端に生活のリズムが崩れるあたりが
私のいけないところです。

今日は久しぶりの快晴なのに気持ちが乗らない・・・。
腐ってる場合じゃないのに。

I've felt dull and lazy with something like hay fever and cold.Both eyes are very itchy and body feels some pain.Ofcourse I'm NOT turned on yet.

When I worked, I used have very regular days without lazyness.As soon as I stopped working, my scheduled days has broken away so easily.This is dad point on me.

It's been a long time to see sunny day today though, I nearly spoil it.Should not be like this now!!!!!!!!Have to something to stimulate myself.Please give me an advice.

2 件のコメント:

Maki さんのコメント...

We all have dark days like this in life. We all have moments like we want to give up everything and go away somewhere. We all do.

In the dark days, there are still some things that we can do. It's like your friend wrote somewhere, try to find an accessible target or goal. It could be very small and normal. I've seen that you want to improve your English, so why don't you start to read an English book? Yes, it can be small but we need to put an outline like "finish reading it within 2 months", etc. When we accomplish something even a very small thing, we can believe more ourselves and be more confident.

I will email you soon, sorry for my delay though. But do not forget that you're not only one..

CHIKA さんのコメント...

>Maki-chan
Thank you for your message and it made me so warm and cheered me up.I feel free to hear that you wrote on.

It's still dark days in my mind though, I still have something I want to do.Then, your suggestion such as reading books in English sounds nice to use my FREE days.As you wrote me, I need something to make me confident.You are just right!One more thing, as I like cooking, I'm planing to attend some cooking class.

Thank you for your kind and friendly words for me again.I'm looking forward to your e-mail.But, no ruch and take your time! OXOX CHIKA