母のためいき my gloomy mummy

あの地震から母がやや不調である。

体調が、と言うより、精神的に不安らしい。
一緒に暮らして３０余年だが、こういう姿はけっこうめずらしい。
親戚が東海に多いので、東海地方の大地震を心配しているせいもある。
そして今回の震災が、かなりの揺れを体験してしまった関東圏の人間にも
想像以上のダメージを与えているのはよく分かるので、とりあえず黙って聞いている。

・やる気が出ない。
・気が滅入る。
・もっと大きな地震がおきるんじゃないか。
・すごく不安。

口から出る出る。不安感。

スーパーが暗くて、商品がないという状態も一因らしい。
特にいつもある卵と牛乳などが数日間並ばない、
というのも心理的によくないみたい。主婦だから。

節電は一向に構わないが、これから不況がまた来るだの、
あんたたちって不遇な世代だね、だの、
めずらしくネガティブで始末が悪い。
無職の娘をあおるな、と言い返しつつ、少し落ち着けと申しております。

お母さんが不安だと、子供も不安になるのよ。

三十路でも所詮子供である。
世の中の３歳くらい子供の心理がなんだかわかってしまう。
きっと本物の子供はもっと敏感だと心配になる。

My mum has been little bit depressed since the quake on 3.11.It's quite rare to see unstable herself when I looked back on our thirty years.As she has many relatives and they live in Tokai area where Govenment officially expects that it would happen huge quake soon.It's a one of reasons why she feels worry about.Also, it's easy to imagine that she had a lot of mental damage through the quake.Millions people in Kanto area, where includes Tokyo and Saitama, experienced it at the same time and many of them still have a fear that more quakes may happen.Therefore, what my mum feels and thinks is very understandable.

Some examples as typical symptoms are;she has
no motivation
much depresstions
a fear to bigger quakes
too much worries about something

So many words came our from her saying.

Some of these are caused by there is no fresh foods such as eggs and milk in darker supermarkets recent few days.There used be everyday and never be sold out before.Saving electricity is fine, but she feels that another recession is coming soon and our sisters are not blessed with social and economical development through our life and so on.Too much nagative opinions from mom makes me sick, too.She stirs me unemplyed daughter's feelings and it causes only my fear and worries for the future.I just told her not to say any more.

Mother's worries and gloominess will influence us kids quite easily and quickly.I'm a child of her even though I'm over thirty now.I can feel how three years old kids feel under this situation.Must be more terrified and unstable.I will worry about many kids who experinced recent incidents here.